I'm an addict for dramatic<3

fack! stuck on the faerie..

2007-07-22T21:06:54Z

july 22, 2007

4 : 5 7 p m

Ok so I spent the weekend with Diana in ptown (dianas my best friend).
We spent the majority of the weekend with Zack, a clerk from the store 'Hocus Pocus' and we spent the night at his house both nights lol...it was really fun. We laughed so much at these videos he showed us on the japanese flash mobs...sooo fucking hilarious! Look it up on youtube.
Anyways, I don't think me and diana got very much sleep this weekend..buut we saw tons of hot guys. Like..legit every other guy was GORGEOUS. Maaaan.
I spoke to all the guys while diana was by my side kinda like "wtfff" or really quiet. Lol. Idk I can talk to people usually.
So omg new bands I'm into, mute math, mae yay. Mute math is SO COOOOL. They make all their instruments...and their last video was for the song "typical" and it was so good. I can't wait to get it.
Ok well all this writing is making me seasick! =]
Chao!

in the car.

2007-06-30T15:05:54Z

june 30, 2007

^{currently: in the car on the way to my cousin's
music: exactly by punchline

1 0 : 5 7 a m

On the way to see my cousin..
I love her but...
I was supposed to go to Province with my girl Diana. I'm pretty sure she's mad because I didn't go...I feel so bad. My parents changed their minds last night...I had a fit and threw a water bottle at my mom and she flipped the fuck out and called me a selfish pot smoking mistake with nothing better to do then complain.
Thanks mom.

1 1 : 0 0 a m

I'm so mad. I feel like the world is out to get me today. I babysat two very difficult kids last night...got paid $80 and then mom tells me that they overpaid me so I should give them $15 back.
Isn't that fucked up?
Man. This blows.

But, good news is, I'm having a sleepover with my girlfriends on July 4th. It'll be epic :) I wanna get drunk.
Weeeee
Ok I'm getting car sick. Byee}

Finals are over!

2007-06-19T14:32:29Z

June 19, 2007
Listening to: I Am For You by Walking Ashland
Currently: sitting on my couch eating a snack CUZ IM A CHUNK <3

1 0 : 2 0 a m
I had an awesome day yesterday.
I went to school and took my last two finals.
Then I was DONE. OMG DONE.

No more school. OMFG. YES.
I was SOOO happy, I felt like... uhhaaaa happy!

So then, I went home with a tummy ache.

I smoked a little, to ease the pain, and cuz I'm a pot head,
and then later on my friends came by and hunng out with me (they were drunk)
Then, Josh Z, this guy im apparently friends with, calls me. Of course Im smoked up so im like
"WTF are you calling for honey?"
And if I remember correctly, he asked me to give him head.
WOW um....
I dont even know what to think of that.

1 0 : 2 5 a m

Then I walked around outside without my shoes on.
I'm such a damn hippie. I really am.
If I could walk around without shoes all the time, I would. I would love that.

Anyways, the pot was strong so I was high for a looooong time.
It was great.
I love that stuff. I think I'm addicted...is that possible?
I dont think so.

Point being, it's amazing.
I love being high.

Oh lord. As I said, I'm a hippie.

Omg i love all my friends...

I love you Ross. I love you Brenda. I love you Zoe. I love you Greg. I love you Marina. I love you Caitlyn. I love you Vanessa. I love you Kelsey. I love you Vera. I love you Jordan. I love you James. I love you Josh. I love you everyone.
You all make my world go round <3

If it werent for my friends, I wouldnt go to school.
I'm serious.
I suck at school. I'm like asleep half the time LOL.
OOPSSS

<3 I need to go job hunting today...
maybe I'll do that.
They dont REALLY drug test right?

Alex

Fucked up DAYYYY

2007-06-17T03:38:51Z

Saturday June 16, 2007

Listening to -- Grenade Jumper by Fall Out Boy
Currently: in my room

11: 23 pm

I had a SHIT day. But at the same time, it was pretty cool too...

My mom wakes me up and basically shits all over me about how I need to go this seminar for photography.
I told her I needed to study really badly, and that i was tired and stressed.
she says fine, but im ungreatful and how kids who actually wanted to go couldnt go.
I was like SHUT UPPP. leave me alone.
i told her atleast i was working hard, so i wouldnt turn out like her and only go to college
for two years.
she got so mad.
she left for new york with my abuela and my aunt. me and my cousin stayed home and chilled.

Then James came over later on. We hung out with him and had a good time.

I missed him.

I thought I hated him, but I was wrong. I dont hate him.

Then, he leaves, and mom comes home MORE BITCHING.
It never ends.
She claims I ruined her day.
She ruined mine.

she then said she was never going to do anything nice for me ever again.
like always.

she was just insane.
my mom is crazy. she likes it when i dont eat.
i hate her as a person. i love her as my mom.

its fucked up.

I wanted to get stoned.

but fuck, nowhere to do it.

so, im gunna get drunk with my friends monday. its gunna be fun, cuz thats the last day of finals. chyeah.
fuck im tired.
and hungry.

i feel like ive got permanent munchies.

Thats Ross's hoodie! BUT OMG....how sexy....Pete....

Idk what FTK means, but hot damn, i wish I could be wearing that same sweater knowing
he wore it....

Vamp teeth....sex....omg...my neck is available to you, Petey<3

Pete and a puppy...I can die happy now

I just thought this was cute. Happy Emo boy! LOL

ok i should go. my phone just got a text. probably my baby, Brenda<3

Finals...Day One...

2007-06-15T11:58:16Z

Friday June 15, 2007

Listening to -- Memory by Sugarcult
Currently: in the auditorium on the couch

7 : 4 2 a m

Ok so, I got here like 15 minutes ago. I went to the black box, there was no couch. I went to the white box...no couch.
I was sad. I had been looking forward to coming into school early just so that I could enjoy almost 2 full hours to myself on the snuggly couch.
I grew frantic, searching for my couch..third floor, second flor, third floor, second floor.
No couch.
I was about to lose hope when I remembered the auditorium. Maybe it was there. I shuffled my way over to the auditorium, wondering if I was over exciting myself. I opened the door with a smile, and once again: no couch.
I frowned. Where was my couch? How could they hide it? It was a couch, after all, wasn't it?
I was about to walk away when I spotted a little blue figure in the darkness of the back of the stage. I peered over and saw my couch, sitting there, almost as if hiding from me. I smiled in glee and ran to grab the denim pillow from the white box, scurried over to the couch, removing my shoes about 2 or so yards in the middle of the stage, and flopping on its warm coushins happily, shutting my eyes and smiling, as I rolled over to grab my sidekick, telling myself, "what a cute story this would make."
So I wrote it, and shared it with you :)

F i n a l s : D a y 1

F r i d a y , J u n e 1 5 , 2 0 0 7

M a t h I I
9 : 3 0 am - 1 1 : 0 0 am

A m e r i c a n L i t e r a t u r e
1 : 0 0 pm - 2 : 3 0 pm

7:46 am?

2007-06-14T11:58:01Z

Thursday June 14, 2007

Listening to -- Carple Tunnel of Love by Fall Out Boy
Currently: in the black box on the couch...

7:47 am

Why do I always blog in so early?
Cuz I get to school early lol.
I wish brenda were here.
I miss her all the time.

7:48 am

Ok so I was going through my last blog entry, and I realized how stupid I sounded talking about fall out boy being famous and everyyone is a douche for hating them cuz they're famous...truth is, I understand that now. At first I was like wtf, why is everyone being a hater? But now I get it.
My mom turned on the radio and "Thnks fr the Mmrs" played like, 2 times in 10 minutes... Woow....
Not so cool anymore : (

So I'm sorry.
Yall are right.
I love them still but not like I did a few weeks ago.
Oh well.
I love Sugarcult, The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship, Asteria, Jacks Manequin, and a bunch of others.
I wanna go see sugarcult so badly...I love that band with all my heart...their music inspires me so much. <3

7:52 am

Ross and I were soo stoned yesterday, but last saturday we got so screwed up and we were in the park and we were so scared the cops saw us so we like ran home.
Haha, not sketchy at ALL huh?
We're so smart<3
It was fun. I love that monster of mine<3

7:54 am

Is it wierd that my aunt friended me on myspace?
I rejected her request...wtf is she friending me for? She said "it makes me so much cooler then your cousin!"
I'm like.. "Uhhh..."
So yah. I'm a bitch. I'm sorry. I don't want my family on myspace and then thinking they're so cool cuz they friended me..if I had a sister itd be a liiiiitle diffrnt...
But I'm an only child.
Whatever. Hate me all you want.

tired....in school...

2007-05-22T11:40:59Z

May 22, 2007

Listening to -- Out of Phase by Sugarcult
Currently: in the drama hall white box

7:07 am

I'm so bored. I'm at school and school doesn't start for another hour and a half!

7:08 am

I need to use the restroom....I think I will.

7:10 am

Now I'm in the bathroom. I'm so cool. Lol.
ALEX IS SO COOL SHE'S WRITING TO LJ FROM THE GIRLS BATHROOM HAHAHAH...

7:17 am

I need a life.
I'm addicted to the way I feel when I think of you...
Fall Out Boy makes me hot and bothered.
*shiver* I'm planning to see then with Brenda and James on the 31st of May...its gunna be awesome. I bought a FOB hoodie just to celebrate my excitement for it (plus I love the band so...LOL)
Now I'm listening to Jack's Manequin...good band too :)

When did society decide you should have to
wash a shirt after every individual use?
If it's not dirty, I'm gunna wear it!

Ahmen!!
Lawl. Ok now its Story of the Year...
Heheehe.
I listen to too many bands :)
Those three bands are only like...a tenth of my ipod lol. Not to brag or anything.
~~I'm cool~~.

7:25 am

Still bored mofo.
I have an hour till school starts.

7:27am

One night yeah!
and one more time... !
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter...

Oh yes.
Shut the hell up. LOL.

7:28am

Pete Wentz makes me hot and bothered.

You know what I think? I think that there are people who hate FOB for only 2 reasons:

1) they got famous

2) everyone else goes "omg I hate fall out boy ewww!"

Anyone who hates a band for being famous is being stupid. Its not about the publicity...its about the talent and music.

Durrrr.
Plus, you're a poser if you hate a band because of what people are saying and you don't even listen to them.
Uhg that makes me mad. I'm proud of being a FOB fan.

7:33 am

Oh man. I've proven myself a loser by writing for this long.

it takes my pain away!

I heart Jimmy Eat World.

Currently: in the shluntz gym

9:36am

Wicked bored. Again. Went to history class...
Woopdedoo. It was boring.
Way boring.
I like posting from school. Lol. You can really get a sense for how my day is going :)

9:42am

Its already almost supper time in England right now.

9:43am

I have so much free time today...I kinda wanna go do something crazy like paint on my wall or draw a wacky picture like I always do. Teehee.
Brb teacher
Nvm...

9:45am

Do your parents ever make you watch baby videos of yourself?
...mine do....and they show them to my friends too...

alittlebittoxic @ 2007-05-16T10:22:00

2007-05-16T15:45:38Z

currently: in the window on the 3rd floor
11:37am

Ross ditched me. That cooch. He'll pay. Lol.
Omg there are too many alexs in this school...when someone calls an alex, I'm like "jshdjfhudsif what!!?"
Lol....augh.
Its annoying, no?
Yeth.
Brb.
11:43

School blows.

11:44

Yeah I'm really bored....I'm gunna go do something. There's this really cute guy named eli stevens...he's a freshman...I want to talk to him.

3:27pm
Ok so I'm at therapy now...I have a killer headache and its about to downpour. Yay! :)
I <3 it when it rains!
Wooooow its so dark! Ahh!
I walked here with brenda (I love her) and we talked the entire way. Iloveherrrr
I have some pics of us together..I should ask her b4 I post them tho.

3:36

The clouds are gone.

3:37

Oh wait...they're coming back! Oh man..I love dark weather. Such an emo thing for me to say lol.

happy mommy day!

2007-05-13T16:03:51Z

currently: on the couch watching pulp fiction

12 pm

James just spent the night at my house. It was fun, Ross snuck out of his house at midnight and came over till 3 am...it was awesome! Woooo!
Then he left. Aw.
Anyhow..woke up, made breakfast for mumzie, watched anaconda: Hunt for the Blood Orchid. It was bad. Lol.
Anyhow..mom wants to move to florida man...
Wtf...I like boston...its cold...I love it!
Wooo

Ok I g2g byeee

Alex

school

2007-05-11T14:39:51Z

currently : in scool with ross

10:35am

Bored...hanging out with ross in the window. He's hungry. He wants some food. We love the song Here In Your Arms by Hellogoodbye. Ross hates me b/c I won't get food with him and I won't go blazin. HAAAA! LOSAH.
<3 NO ROSS I'M NOT NOT NOT getting food

...ill be back!

And SO SHE SPEAKS

2007-03-22T11:28:59Z

Its 7 something AM and Im here writing an LJ entry. I havent written in my LJ for monntthhsss!
I need to add more people to my friends list. I just wanna read up on peoples daily stuff cuz im like that.

Oh my god wtf do I wear to school today.

Add me if you want <3

Ill comment blogs if I think theyre interesting.

I want to start a business.

Wow Im so random

I smell gooooood today<3333

--Alx

Tiredddd

2006-12-17T20:52:29Z

Had a crazy night with my friends...it was soo fun.
=
<3

I gotta go..I have too much homework to do AND i gotta read the great gatsby <3

chao bebehs

and happy holidays <3

ill probably update on Christmas if not sooner

8 more days! oMG

~~Alex~~

blah

2006-12-09T15:06:15Z

i hate saturdays sometimes...i cant enjoy the weekend...

cuz like saturday your like ooo free day but youve got that reminder that WHOOPS LOL tomorrow is homework day
Then sunday you dread it because you do all the stupid homework, with that little voice in your head going, "cant WAIT to go to school tomorrow, hmmm?"

UHG

parents and school and homework and jobs

its all a bit old for me

and a big, fat slap on the ass

with a sting

I want to go shopping for my friends SOOO bad, but NOOOO mom wont give me my allowance till I fill out this dumb FORM

for community service.

What a drag.

on top of that, i cant graduate unless i have 100 community service hours

hello community college....!

i hate being sixteen sometimes.

Alex

snore

2006-12-06T22:53:53Z

Looong looong day....spent the afternoon with ^Zoe [Unknown LJ tag]

Its freezing but I love it <3

2006-12-05T11:50:18Z

Its soooo cold... like I'm sure my fingers are about to break off from how cold it is outside. I LOVE IT :1 amazzinggg anyways yesterday i hung out with Ross and we had a really good time. We looked up ghosts and I almost shat myself from being scared, and not to mention also from laughing so hard at some of the stuff we found. We also went to that site YouTube and saw "Tea Partay" and laughed our little asses off :B i think he was laughing because I was laughing....like he was laughing at my laughter, because I really think I was the only one who found that video hysterical of the two of us. Go see it NOW bitches <3 Its hilarious <3 Anyways I have to go get ready..im wearing a super cute blue dress with stripes and I really need to figure out how Im going to stay warm <33 byeee <3 Alex

alittlebittoxic @ 2006-12-04T06:07:00

2006-12-04T12:07:29Z

Its 7:03 am and i just finished my breakfast... I have a busy day today...I have all my classes (that I totally hate) and on top of that, I have to come home and slave over my homework, otherwise I guess I'm pretty f*cked because I forgot to do my homework over the weekend.. and thankfully I dont have history today. OK ok so i have to go straighten my hair a little bit (just a little bit LOL) so I'll update when I get home. If anyone gets the chance, would they let me know if they like my layout colours cuz i might change them : ] peace! Alex <3

Later today, Alex wrote

2006-12-03T16:17:27Z

Okay so now I'm officially going to start friending people....

Or people are going to friend me?

Whichever <3

I need a whole bunch of communities....im going on a man hunt !

Alright! CHYEA

Alex

New New New

2006-12-03T09:18:40Z

I cant sleep omg.

New Journal...I decided that I wanted a new one. <3

<3 ~~Alex~~ The Sexiest Person Awake